The Fear

My life is of no importance,
At the end of the line
No congratulation
For these ghost achievements,
No journey to share,
No story to tell
Like a human with no fingerprints
I will leave this world
Without a tear from a man’s eye,
A man who has lost the love of his life
And with the last gasp of breath
Let the doors close,
And seize the remnants of my useless existence.

Perfectly Lonely

I’m not alone but I’m perfectly lonely,
Perfectly free,
Perfectly independent,
Such darkness is so perfect,
Smashing its foundations,
Scatters into the imperfection of light,
It is in the broken rainbow that I find
True happiness.

If there is a soulmate for everyone,
Who will be this imperfection of mine?
Or am I destined to such purity?